Wednesday, January 10

Yesterday, I enjoyed watching a horror movie. The title is "IT."
The original story of the movie was written by Stephen Edwin King.

He was born September 21, 1947, in Portland, Maine. This state is the stage of the story.
Though it is terrible that victims are children, main characters' courage moved me so much.

Saturday, December 23

Today, I planned to go a restaurant, but I canceled it.

Therefore, I've got time on my hands and spend it writing this diary.
Recently, I learn new perspectives of my life.
I find that everyone is exchangeable for me, and I am interchangeable too.

Romantic feeling maybe sound fantastic, but it is fleeting.
I know it sends just fugacious happiness.
Sometimes I advise girls who have any troubles about their relationship with their boyfriends.
It is difficult for them to control their emotion and they often break their relation because they are driven by their passional attitude.

I think that it is the essential way to get your unwanted emotions under control.

Sunday, October 8

Last week, I enjoyed watching the anime "Osomatsu-san second season."

At first, I worried about the story of the anime because the first episode of the first season was too prank and then it couldn't include DVD. But when I started to watch it, I was fascinated by the prank story again. 

In the episode, the sextuplets deteriorated because of halfway fame from the first season's boom. I am interested that five of sextuplets were fat, but only Ichimatsu was skinny. I guess that he couldn't endure too rapid change of environment.

Sunday, September 24

Please forgive me for writing a negative thing today.

Always I would like to be kind people around me.
But sometimes I failed, I feel so sad that I might wound one's heart...

Though I wanted to support her more, I couldn't, and I am about to give up... 
Her request is larger than I can.
Of course, I understand that difficult situation surrounds her; I want to support her. But I don't have enough time and skill. 

I had some troubles last week. I was so exhausted by the treatment.
She sent me many LINE messages about her issue. 
At first, I dealt sincerely with the messages. 
It was not enough for her demand level.

I say again that her situation is so hard. But I cannot do anything more for her. Yesterday, she sent me such a shocking photograph, like a wrist cutting one!!! Can you guess how I was surprised? I couldn't endure it!

I say third that she has a serious problem, but I recognize that I should not intervene in her mental dispute because I am not a therapist.

But I think, I may be a hypocrite. It is true that I gave psychological support to her until now. I might do the support to think that I am a hearted person. Am I a selfish one?

Some my old friends say "you are too kind." And they also say that I am not strong enough to deal with mental problems of other people.

I am so sorry to say that I had same problems until now. I supported someone so much, and finally, I couldn't meet the demand of the one.

If what I've done is might be from my egoism, I beg forgiving.

Wednesday, September 13

Today, I enjoy watching a youtube video by Mairkiplier.
In the video, he played a creepy game, titled "Dinner with an Owl."
The atmosphere of the game is surreal horror.

I like him because I am attracted by his easy way of talking.

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My hobbies are reading books and studying English. I sometimes post an article in English to my blog.
Diary in English

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