Sunday, September 24

Please forgive me for writing a negative thing today.

Always I would like to be kind people around me.
But sometimes I failed, I feel so sad that I might wound one's heart...

Though I wanted to support her more, I couldn't, and I am about to give up... 
Her request is larger than I can.
Of course, I understand that difficult situation surrounds her; I want to support her. But I don't have enough time and skill. 

I had some troubles last week. I was so exhausted by the treatment.
She sent me many LINE messages about her issue. 
At first, I dealt sincerely with the messages. 
It was not enough for her demand level.

I say again that her situation is so hard. But I cannot do anything more for her. Yesterday, she sent me such a shocking photograph, like a wrist cutting one!!! Can you guess how I was surprised? I couldn't endure it!

I say third that she has a serious problem, but I recognize that I should not intervene in her mental dispute because I am not a therapist.

But I think, I may be a hypocrite. It is true that I gave psychological support to her until now. I might do the support to think that I am a hearted person. Am I a selfish one?

Some my old friends say "you are too kind." And they also say that I am not strong enough to deal with mental problems of other people.

I am so sorry to say that I had same problems until now. I supported someone so much, and finally, I couldn't meet the demand of the one.

If what I've done is might be from my egoism, I beg forgiving.
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アニメや漫画にこじつけた英語学習にチャレンジしています。

中学生のころは英語の成績は1か2、進学してからも英語は苦手で、社会人になっても全く話せないままでした。震災や海外から来た人とのやり取りを経て、2012年ごろに本気で英語学習を再開しました。

目標:ITP577 iBT80
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My hobbies are reading books and studying English. I sometimes post an article in English to my blog.
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TOEFL ITP
2016秋 49,53,55, 523
2016春 50,48,54, 507
2015秋 47,47,54, 493
2015春 49,49,53, 503

TOEFL iBT
2016/03 R16L15S14W18

TOEIC記録(青い数字はip)
2016/12 L375+R320=T695
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2015/03 L345+R360=T705
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